Fake fake fake.

Too tired of those fake schoolmates until I can't remember how to feel anymore. How should I feel? Sad? Happy? Mad? It's all mixed up. A minute they say nice things to me and talk shits behind my back the next minute. Like wtf you're trying to do with me? You hate me? Tell me! How hard it is to tell me if you don't like me? Ohh I know cos probably you think I'm not gonna help you anymore if you tell the truth to me? Forgive me hun,  I forgot that you're only nice to me when you need help. Your life is pathetic. Shame on you. I'd be glad to help anyone whether you're a friend or a foe. I don't need you to treat me nicely like an angel but please just stop being fake and take off those angelic mask in front of me! I'm just too tired. What can I do? When I ask you whether you're mad or not you'll only shake you'll only say no! Tell me the truth oh god didn't you learn how to be honest? If that's the way you gained friends and "fame" you're a complete faggot really.
The only thing I can do now is just to be patient and patient and patient. You have to be patient pris! 2 more years and you'll never see those fake friends again. ameen.