Rehearsal! :D

It's Sunday and yes, I do wake up way too early again. I woke up so fcking damn early this weekend. No idea why. But it's ok tho cos my friends came over to my house! :D
Me, Annisa, Kak Via, Tsabita, Cut Nadia and Kyla were rehearsing for aerobic (practical exam) in my house. Annisa did the music very great! She smashed it! We had a lot of fun during the rehearsal. It was a bit tiring tho.. Oh yeah and we Skyped with the other girls in Raissa's house! It was a cray cray video call. After that we rehearse again and again.. We eat, a lot. After finish rehearsing we play Truth or Dare. Man that was one of the craziest truth or dare I've ever played.. But most of all today was one of the best day of my life! :D xx

One Way Or Another!

Here it is! One Direction - One Way Or Another music video for charity to Comic Relief. It helps the ones who need in Africa and UK. Instead of spending so much money for the video clip, they made theirselves a video clip when they're on tour! Check it out! :D

Wisely pristina.

IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY GONNA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY! said the girl who is not black at all called Rebecca Black. TGIF!! TGIF!! Said everyone who thinks friday is the day for party. But not to me. 12 hours ago I think I'll have a good friday. But things turned out upside down. Including my mood. I got a very very bad mood after sport. Idk why but the two bff is very yeuurgh to me. They're acting very "weird" to me. They rolled their eyes and talk with words that hurts a lot. I mean, what the hell did they think they're doing? If they both don't like me then tell me! Don't act like a fool! Don't be so childish babes! But please don't get me wrong, not that I want to be friends with them so badly yeuurgh hell no way! I just want them to stop acting so nasty like that. You think I'm begging to be your friends? aca-scuse me hun I really don't :) I have better friends than you and I am glad you're not my friend :D And it is okay to choose friends! Why? Because friends are either like perfume or blacksmith. Good friends will be like perfumes. If your friends are good, they will influence and encourage you to be good also just like perfume sprays its good smell! Bad friends will be like blacksmiths. If your friends are bad, they will encourage and influence you to be bad just like them! Just as blacksmith spreads the bad smelled ashes soaked into your clothes. It is completely okay to choose friends but don't get it wrong! Just because you can choose your friends, you can't make foes! Allah don't like one who make foes because Islam is "peace" I never want to have foes, not even the two bffs. I will just ignore them and let it go. Because no matter what the problem is, life won't stop for anybody. I won't let a pair of friends ruin my day. Never. Because if I let them ruin my day, it means I let them win. And that's not going to happen.
ps. I don't know what hit me either a brick or a stone cos I'm totally being very wise in this post. Hope this short post will inspire you guys and eventually it'll inspire me too!
See ya in the next post! Ciao!
xoxo,
pristina.

Meow!

Typical thursday where we got IT class for two periods. Tons of fun for sure. We study things we enjoy, well at least it is to me. I have this obsession to IT idk I think I was born for IT #kbye
So in the first period, Raissa, Zahra and I were totally bored. We have no idea what the teacher explain and I am looking through my folder and click "pictures" or something. It shows some tumblr pictures and... a cat animation which makes us laugh and giggle so damn hard that the whole class can hear us and we've got two verbal warnings. I can't stand not to laugh, so can raissa and zahra. Our stomach hurts already and zahra tumblr up some cat gifs and turns out to be...

 

This makes us AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

This makes us muahahahahahhaha *stomach hurts*

 

This makes us Muahahahahahahaha *stomach hurts* *cries to zahra to close the picture*

 

This makes us.... HUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FREAKING STOP IT ZEEE STOMACH HURTSS CRYYYY

I swear we truly are the coolest people ever yeah. and oh we're completely normal fyi.

Fangurrl

Just some random photos cos I'm the most boring girl you'll ever know and I feel bored cos tired of being bored cos boredom is boring #whatisthis.

 

Niall stays silent for Red Nose Day!

 

 

True.

 

Jay McGuiness has the cutest hair in this whole damn world.

 

Who allows you to smile like that? Who allows you to be cute? is that even legal? 

 

I don't hold on to the past. The past holds on to me.

 

Photobox eh? Cutest boys on earth<3<3

 

Haven't watch the movie tho :/

 

Why do I and everyone I love pick people who treat us like we're nothing? Fyi logan stop being so cute it kills me.

My turn?

Ew schooldays sucks. I can't wait until I graduate school. I mean yuck who the hell likes school? Well, sometimes I do like school but most of time? TOTAL NO! I mean, it's boring. I've been studying in the same school for almost FIVE freakin years! And yes I'm the kind of person who gets bored easily. Ehehhe:3
And oh I uh, did my speech two days ago. Man it was awful! I did't know it was my turn! So I made the whole thing up on the spot and everybody were lookin at me like what and I was lookin at them like ew what. Everybody applause for me. It gives me a chill. At least they respect my damn speech :p
Oh btw guys please do vote for my babes a.k.a One Direction! They are nominated for three categories! Your votes mean the world to me and to them it just takes seconds to vote for them please do vote for them! :D
Vote it heree ---> http://kca.nick.co.uk/ <------- Vote it here!

That's it. I'm so done.

YaAllah capek bgt rasanya harus terus2an kaya gini.  Kenapa ya orang2 kalo marah tuh gk ngomong aja. Diem2an gitu kan gak enak. Try to talk to me and solve the problem nicely.Grow the hell up! You guys take things way too seriously. Got no sense of humor. Boring hell. I'm so done with you guys. Sabar ada batas nya loh jd don't blame me if I explode and shout the hell on your face cos the way you act makes me SICK ;)
ps. shortest post I made.

All over again.

Tbfh, I'm so freakin tired. freakin tired. For no reason. I'm sick of everything. Literally everything. My classmates are getting worse. I mean, their looks starts again. You know, the look where they think they're everything. Fucking ew get a mirror hun and watch how horrible you are. I don't care if you hate me. At least talk to my face cos my back is not a voicemail! Grow the fvck up! Saying uh huh pristina youre old i take it as a compliment cos you never ever know how to grow up and you kids have no respect to the elders. What do school teach nowadays....

I am so obsessed with these boys I mean look at Max, tom and nathan!!! #TWfanmily

Dramaqueens.

"Excuse me bitch, You don't need to shout"
That's what I always want to say to the freaks in my class who is better considered as an annoying commentator.
 I swear I feel like high-five them right on the face. They're okay. They're such amazing classmates but they gotta learn how to stop giving me the wtf-is-this-girl-doing face before I show my bitch-please-none-of-your-fucking-business face at them too cos they don't know how much I hate them. They're my worst nightmare I swear. I can't describe them with words really. Some of them are very nice but most of the time they silently piss me off and burn my head to flame.They drive me crazy! I'm tired of them commenting on me. Telling me to do things. Holy crap they're just ugh I can't explain it with words. Unfuckingdescribable. Is that all one word? Oh it is now!
I don't know how I feel or how should I feel. I should've feel happy cos nothing's wrong with my life but I feel like everything just don't go the way it should. I'm tired of everything I'm going through.
I'm sick of school. The teachers are annoying af thanks for asking. Well, most of them are. Few of them aren't. Like the nicest teacher on earth who said "Pristina, you have the right to have a say". Let's say, almost every single teacher in my school hates me which is almost true. How the fuck would I have a say if I know they're going to protest against my words? I'm so sick of them that I sometimes think they've lost their minds. They hate me for no reason. I mean, is it because I'm that talkative? What about the others? The others are talkative too! See, I have no right to have a say. They drive me nuts just like my friends do. Aren't teachers supposed to support the student and help out the students in need of motivations and help cos depressed by her friends? Ridiculous school life I have.
Weird teachers, weird friends, who shall I talk to at school? table? lockers? They can make me crazy if they keep on doing it. Well I am already tired of crying and I realized that my tears aren't meaningful anymore.
I wanna go to an empty place like field or something and scream "I hate all my creepy fucking damn friends who thinks they're perfect that they fucking tell me what to do. Don't give a fuck about my life, bitches!" It's my life not theirs. Mind their own fcking business! I mean, bitch please. I am not dying to be your friends or desperate to have friends like yous ew who on earth would do that. I don't care if I don't have friends. I have mates who accept me just the way I am and not commenting no matter what I do. That's the friends I need, friends who dont give a fuck about what I'm doing. Who accept me the way I am. If you can't
accept me the way I am then I can't be your friend and you can't be my friend. How can we get along well if we can't even accept eachother's dark side? "Everybody's got a dark side. Can you love mine?" No I am not asking you to love my dark side but at least accept it and leave it alone!
Hard to believe but I'm totally on the last part of my world. I'm outta my mind I don't even know what happens to me. I'm tired of crying shouting and screaming cos they seem so useless now. Hufft.
I hope things get better cos no one in this world knows how I feel how sad I am in this condition. I just wanna be treated like everybody else. I'm too tired of all these useless dramas. I'm so done with them. So fucking done.

Lyrics worth a thousand feelings.

Hello! in this post  I would like to list of lyrics that I really love and fits me the most. So here it is! Some of them are weird lyrics that's why I also put it in the post haha! This is going to be a very long post since it takes days for me to write these awesome lyrics! :D x
"A day without you is like a year without rain"
"I'm missing you so much, can't help it I'm in love"
"You cast a spell on me spell on me, you hit me like the sky fell on me fell on me"
"And I decided you look well on me well on me"
"You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you"
"Don't you know I'm not attached to material"
"If I'm louder, would you see me?"
"I know we only  met but let's pretend it's love"
"I'm in love with you and all these little things"
"You got a girl that doesn't look a thing like me"
"But on a wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again"
"And I realize the joke is on me"
"So shame on me now"
"We knew this day would come, we know it all along"
"You're perfect at the outside but nothing at the core"
"Stop messing with my mind cos you'll never have my heart"
"When the daylight comes I'll have to go"
"Just let the music play"
"You can have it all, anything you want you can make it yours. anything you want in the world, give it up to me"
"Nothing's too big or small"
"Hell yeah I'm the motherfucking princess"
"She's like 'so whatever'"
"You're the missing piece I need"
"You trynna be cool, you look like a fool to me"
"To see the way you're acting like somebody else gets me frustrating"
"Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?"
"Let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead"
"Don't leave me hanging"
"Was it something I did? Was it something you said?"
"We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it"
"All of the memories so close to me just fade away"
"You've got your dumb friends"\
"You are all the things I thought I knew"
"You'll never have to worry if what I said is true"
"In this crazy world of choices I've only got a view. Either you're coming with me or I'm coming with you"
"You could say that I'm hopeless"
"I don't wanna fake it"
"I don't care what they say it's our life life life"
"I will be rising from the sky like a skyscraper"
"All of my change I spent on you"
"If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this"
"All these fairytales are full of shit, one more fucking love song I'll be sick"
"She's living in a world and it's on fire"
"Lonely like a highway"
"But you didn't say hi cos I looked away"
"And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life"
"I thought my feelings were gone"
"I gotta dry these tears tonight"
"Cos you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer"
"Cos I prove you wrong that I can move on through this song, so much stronger"
"If heartache was a physical pain I can face it"
"Told yourself that you were right for me"
"I don't even need your love"
"Now you're just somebody that I used to know"
"Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over"
"You know we gettin hotter and hotter, sexy and hotter let's shut it down"
"You didn't know how nice that is but I do"
"Shine bright like a diamond"
"I saw the life inside your eyes"
"So shine bright tonight you and I, we're beautiful like diamonds in the sky"
"Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today, reading the text you sent me again though I memorized it anyway"
"I wanna scream and shout and let it all out"
"I found you in my darkest hour"
"I found you in a river of pure emotion"
"I found you, my only truth"
"I was lost till I found you"
"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me, but bear this in mind it was meant to be"
"Baby you light up my world like nobody else"
"The us against the world"
"My loneliness is killing me"
"I'm so three thousand and eight, you so two thousand and late"
"I know we only met but let's pretend it's love"
"I don't give a shit no one else can have ya"
"I feel like I'm on top of the world with your love"
"Playboy to the death? oh yes!"
"I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do"
"You don't really want my heart. No, you'd just like to know you can"
"You only love to see me breaking"
"If I could write you a song to make you fall in love I would already have you up under my arms"
"Nobody's a picture perfect"
"But we worth it"
"Under the lights tonight, you turn around and you stole my heart with just one look"
"There I was again tonight, forcing laughter faking smiles. Same old tired lonely place"
"I give it all up but I'm taking back my love"
"You can run you can hide but you can't escape my love"
"Don't make me change my mind"
"It's personal, myself and I"
"I'm weird cos I hate goodbyes"
"It's gotta be you, only you"
"All I wanna do is to have some fu-u-un I gotta feeling that I'm not the only one"
"There's no place in my life for an ego your type"
"Who do you think you are? A super s-t-a-r?"
"To be completely honest it scares me to imagine, what life would be without you?"
"But I'm not giving you up"
"And we won't give up till we run out of desire"
"And yo this fighting shit is getting too old"
"I'm not perfect but I'm tired of this bullshit"
"Please, this ain't even jealousy. She ain't got a thing on me"
"I have a spirit indestructible. A heart that loving was made for"
"Money can't buy us happiness"
"Why is everybody so serious? Acting so damn mysterious"
Hmm I guess this is the part 1 of my fav lyrics so... and oh don't hesitate to ask me what song is it :)

-To be continued-

Daylight.

Yo people wassup? It's Saturday baby! No homeworks, I guess. But wait! I think I have to make a map from my house to my school which is on the topmost of the highest mountain on earth #lebay
Sierra Squared Delta Squared. I got that words which means S2D2 meaning Same Shit Different Day. That's kinda true. I got the same shit everyday of my life. I hate my life thank you for asking, mostly. Oh and Happy Birthday to my beloved friend Indah Fatmawati! Have a blast and have a good year ahead may Allah bless your days always<3<3
Btw, I put Daylight as this post's title cos I'm currently listening to Maroon 5 - Daylight :) And fyi my brother is watching Alvin and the Chipmunks: Chipwrecked which is one of the coolest movie I know. I haven't watch it all the way till the end cos my brother keeps on bugging me. But I watched half of the movie and it impresses me already! Wow good works for the chipmunks.. and chipettes.
Oh and I have some plans that someday will become my greatest memory. I'm not gonna tell it here cos I'm keeping it as a secret and one day you'll all see things you can barely imagine a girl like me can do. Massive things. Good things of course. You'll take your words back, or maybe saying more nasty things to me cos some people just can't hold jealousy. I promise to make my mom and dad proud. And it will eventually make everyone around me proud of who I am.
Oh and if you haven't already, youtube pitch perfect's acapellas. They're perfect.
Troye Sivan: "Watching Pitch Perfect with my cat. Pitch Purrfect."
Idk what else to write since the last time I'm being so inspirational and my surroundings doesn't support my brain to have any ideas to write on my blog so ciao! :P xo

creeping in the IT lab yay me

I'm in the IT lab and making css file stuff. Stuffs I can never understand-.- I love css I just can't master it in short time. I will and should master CSS. Btw, I can't wait to go home and sleep I swear I'm hella tired af. The computers are weird here. Some can access internet, some can't. Some just won't load at all some has a nice rate of speed. Some has photoshops some only has internet explorer. I have no idea why. They should've make it all the same. oh well.
I'm freezing here and I got flu. Nice..
I'm on shoffa's computer. One of the nicest computer here. I swear I can't stand a day more in this hell (read:school) I wanna move :( I'm so tired of all these school stuffs. But my english teacher said, "Be careful what you wish for." Well that's scary. Yes, what if I move from altaqwa to a much scarier school? With scary teachers, friends and curriculum? hiih scary af. So I decided not to move from this hell.
I have to be patient! 2 more years till I can actually break free and gtfo atc.
Oh and being the "SRC" is no exciting. It's sick. Nothing amazing except for being blamed for things I didn't commit #overreacting
And yay! finally with the great help of my IT teacher, I can finally half-finish the html css thingy! Like hell yeah!!
oh and idk what else to write so ciao! :p xx

experiment :p

SICKKKKKKKKKKK

So it's been the 7th day and I get a bit better. In some days, I just can't wake up and feel like puking all the time. The feeling sucks and I have to eat the medicine which makes me even sicker really. thanks for asking.
I was absent for a week and I'm so scared to go to school to see the look of disgust on teachers face looking at me thinking I've been absent for a week for fun. OH please, how I wish I was absent for fun. I was sick. Very sick that I can't even describe how sick I was. I have to eat at least five different medicine which taste like ew just ew. You know what the funny thing is? I've checked to three different doctors and none of them can make me feel a lot better. The last doctor was nice-but weird. He said I couldn't drink juice but buavita, no fruits! strictly I need to drink at least 5 cups of water a day. You see how upside down my world looks like? pfft.
It's Sunday already and gue masih ga punya pulsa buat nyalain paket bbm. Eh sorry that's not what I'm meant to say. I mean, It's Sunday already and I'm still sick, my face is still pale and the skin is peeling itself like weird. My face feels so dry. I wanna puke cos the doctor told me there's something wrong with my stomach. Thats what causes me to feel like puking all the time. Doctor also told me that I have a low blood pressure. it's 90/60 I guess. Normal ones are 180/80. I feel bad.