Dramaqueens.

"Excuse me bitch, You don't need to shout"
That's what I always want to say to the freaks in my class who is better considered as an annoying commentator.
 I swear I feel like high-five them right on the face. They're okay. They're such amazing classmates but they gotta learn how to stop giving me the wtf-is-this-girl-doing face before I show my bitch-please-none-of-your-fucking-business face at them too cos they don't know how much I hate them. They're my worst nightmare I swear. I can't describe them with words really. Some of them are very nice but most of the time they silently piss me off and burn my head to flame.They drive me crazy! I'm tired of them commenting on me. Telling me to do things. Holy crap they're just ugh I can't explain it with words. Unfuckingdescribable. Is that all one word? Oh it is now!
I don't know how I feel or how should I feel. I should've feel happy cos nothing's wrong with my life but I feel like everything just don't go the way it should. I'm tired of everything I'm going through.
I'm sick of school. The teachers are annoying af thanks for asking. Well, most of them are. Few of them aren't. Like the nicest teacher on earth who said "Pristina, you have the right to have a say". Let's say, almost every single teacher in my school hates me which is almost true. How the fuck would I have a say if I know they're going to protest against my words? I'm so sick of them that I sometimes think they've lost their minds. They hate me for no reason. I mean, is it because I'm that talkative? What about the others? The others are talkative too! See, I have no right to have a say. They drive me nuts just like my friends do. Aren't teachers supposed to support the student and help out the students in need of motivations and help cos depressed by her friends? Ridiculous school life I have.
Weird teachers, weird friends, who shall I talk to at school? table? lockers? They can make me crazy if they keep on doing it. Well I am already tired of crying and I realized that my tears aren't meaningful anymore.
I wanna go to an empty place like field or something and scream "I hate all my creepy fucking damn friends who thinks they're perfect that they fucking tell me what to do. Don't give a fuck about my life, bitches!" It's my life not theirs. Mind their own fcking business! I mean, bitch please. I am not dying to be your friends or desperate to have friends like yous ew who on earth would do that. I don't care if I don't have friends. I have mates who accept me just the way I am and not commenting no matter what I do. That's the friends I need, friends who dont give a fuck about what I'm doing. Who accept me the way I am. If you can't
accept me the way I am then I can't be your friend and you can't be my friend. How can we get along well if we can't even accept eachother's dark side? "Everybody's got a dark side. Can you love mine?" No I am not asking you to love my dark side but at least accept it and leave it alone!
Hard to believe but I'm totally on the last part of my world. I'm outta my mind I don't even know what happens to me. I'm tired of crying shouting and screaming cos they seem so useless now. Hufft.
I hope things get better cos no one in this world knows how I feel how sad I am in this condition. I just wanna be treated like everybody else. I'm too tired of all these useless dramas. I'm so done with them. So fucking done.