Long weekend! yay! Friday to Sunday is holiday! I feel like marrying holiday cos I like them too much. lol ok.
So, I suppose my plan is to write my 2013 resolutions and targets lists. But something stops me and I decided to make my 2013 resolutions and targets private.
Oh, yesterday I went to Jakarta and the area I was visiting wasn't flooded. Good thing. I was shopping (srsly shopping isn't my thing AT ALL) and I enjoyed it, a bit.
Yeahhh I'm running out of words so that's it bye.
Jumat, 25 Januari 2013
Rabu, 23 Januari 2013
Goosebumps!
Weird things happen to me, all the time. Like since yesterday, I was addicted to read the book "Goosebumps: Horrorland" I told you I'm not those reader type but this book is one of the best! One of the only books I read! I get addicted to it till I can't even hear the teachers calling out my name and I'm like "huh? what?" I was so into the story. The book drives me insane! I gotta buy the book! have to! must!
I finished "Goosebumps; Night of The Living Dummies" just a couple minutes ago. It was TERRIFYING! I can't stand the fright, my heart beats faster than usual till now, this very second. I hope I won't have a nightmare today. Dearly hope so.
I finished "Goosebumps; Night of The Living Dummies" just a couple minutes ago. It was TERRIFYING! I can't stand the fright, my heart beats faster than usual till now, this very second. I hope I won't have a nightmare today. Dearly hope so.
Senin, 21 Januari 2013
*insert something school related here*
Today wasn't any fun really. Friends said I need help bc One Direction. Oh please, these lifeless mofo definitely definitely have a very nice social life. I don't. Why should I socialize when I have millions directioner pals? :p I have this plain boring life at school and I have this directioner life on twitter. I'm basically Hannah Montana.
I was reading the Goosebumps book all day. You'll probably laugh hearing this but I don't usually read books. I'm not the reader type,I'm the watcher type. I prefer movies than books. I rarely finish books but I nearly never unfinished a movie.
Idk what else to write in this blog. It mainly contains everything in my brain but my brain is empty currently
*backsound The Wanted - Heart Vacancy*
*got no idea what to type, save post, continue listening to Heart Vacancy*
I was reading the Goosebumps book all day. You'll probably laugh hearing this but I don't usually read books. I'm not the reader type,I'm the watcher type. I prefer movies than books. I rarely finish books but I nearly never unfinished a movie.
Idk what else to write in this blog. It mainly contains everything in my brain but my brain is empty currently
*backsound The Wanted - Heart Vacancy*
*got no idea what to type, save post, continue listening to Heart Vacancy*
Minggu, 20 Januari 2013
Fake fake fake.
Too tired of those fake schoolmates until I can't remember how to feel anymore. How should I feel? Sad? Happy? Mad? It's all mixed up. A minute they say nice things to me and talk shits behind my back the next minute. Like wtf you're trying to do with me? You hate me? Tell me! How hard it is to tell me if you don't like me? Ohh I know cos probably you think I'm not gonna help you anymore if you tell the truth to me? Forgive me hun, I forgot that you're only nice to me when you need help. Your life is pathetic. Shame on you. I'd be glad to help anyone whether you're a friend or a foe. I don't need you to treat me nicely like an angel but please just stop being fake and take off those angelic mask in front of me! I'm just too tired. What can I do? When I ask you whether you're mad or not you'll only shake you'll only say no! Tell me the truth oh god didn't you learn how to be honest? If that's the way you gained friends and "fame" you're a complete faggot really.
The only thing I can do now is just to be patient and patient and patient. You have to be patient pris! 2 more years and you'll never see those fake friends again. ameen.
The only thing I can do now is just to be patient and patient and patient. You have to be patient pris! 2 more years and you'll never see those fake friends again. ameen.
Kamis, 17 Januari 2013
Happy things.
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| Hey george shelley I am very sorry to report you to the police cos you stole my heart | ! |
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| drunk zayn >.< |
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| someone, rita ora, harrehh |
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| max george why so hawt |
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| dat hair! |
Drops of painful tears.
-continues-
Most of the annoyance in my school to me is from the schoolmates. I'm not trying to be arrogant but if you were me, you would probably move school or get extreme depression.
I'm already tired of crying and shouting everyday. People nowadays are so heartless that they are so wasteful of their words. The words they used are not the pleasant ones but the offending words. They don't know how much it freaking hurts me to the soul. I know it sounded crazy but the way they judge me, offend me and insult me makes me want to drown them into a well and let them try to survive going up by themselves so that they feel how I feel to survive my days at school with them torturing me deeply. I'm truly madly deeply in pain. It feels like all the tears I dropped is the pain I gained everyday. If only they know how much it hurts, if only they know..
But nothing to regret now, I can't do anything to them. Teachers are always at their side. Almost none of the teachers are in my side cos they think I'm the naughtiest kid. Like wtf.
I am always the one who must (forcefully) say sorry, ask for apology, asking whether they're mad at me or not but THEY are the one who makes me mad all the time! They're telling me about one particular thing but they're saying that because they just wanna show that I'm bad and they're better than me, not because they care me. I'm sure they don't know the difference between care and bullshit cos they think it's the same. oh please.
My dearest friends who saw this, I'm a 14 years old girl which is nearly 15. I'm not that stupid to not realize the difference between bullshit and care. Besides, you shouldn't have to rule or even touch my life. What I am outside of the school is not your fcking business so please mind your own damn hell important business please! You have life, so have I. You have privacy, so have I. You have CHOICE, so have I! If you don't respect my choice, my privacy and my life then don't be surprised if someone does the same.
I have learned that if you treat people badly, you will be treated badly too by anyone. Probably not the one whom you treat badly but someone unpredictable.
But sigh, what can I do? I have to survive these big storms for few more years. It is a long time for me, it's been only the 5th year I studied at this school and this fifth year is the first time they judged me about this one particular thing.
What I can do is only to accept the fact that these people who judged me are piece of s#!t from hell who just can't accept the choices I made. No, I don't want to cry another drops of tears because of this issues. Not anymore, they don't worth my tears. There are lots and lots of more important stuffs which are worth my tears. Tears aren't always sad you know, happiness causes tears too! But the tears they gave me are tears of extreme sadness. I don't want all these disaster to happen again. I don't want these nightmares again, I wanna wake up from these nightmares. Too tired. Way too tired.
ps. I'm not sorry for all my words to those who judged me because your words and action towards me is way more painful than these words I said :)
xoxo,
Pingih.
Most of the annoyance in my school to me is from the schoolmates. I'm not trying to be arrogant but if you were me, you would probably move school or get extreme depression.
I'm already tired of crying and shouting everyday. People nowadays are so heartless that they are so wasteful of their words. The words they used are not the pleasant ones but the offending words. They don't know how much it freaking hurts me to the soul. I know it sounded crazy but the way they judge me, offend me and insult me makes me want to drown them into a well and let them try to survive going up by themselves so that they feel how I feel to survive my days at school with them torturing me deeply. I'm truly madly deeply in pain. It feels like all the tears I dropped is the pain I gained everyday. If only they know how much it hurts, if only they know..
But nothing to regret now, I can't do anything to them. Teachers are always at their side. Almost none of the teachers are in my side cos they think I'm the naughtiest kid. Like wtf.
I am always the one who must (forcefully) say sorry, ask for apology, asking whether they're mad at me or not but THEY are the one who makes me mad all the time! They're telling me about one particular thing but they're saying that because they just wanna show that I'm bad and they're better than me, not because they care me. I'm sure they don't know the difference between care and bullshit cos they think it's the same. oh please.
My dearest friends who saw this, I'm a 14 years old girl which is nearly 15. I'm not that stupid to not realize the difference between bullshit and care. Besides, you shouldn't have to rule or even touch my life. What I am outside of the school is not your fcking business so please mind your own damn hell important business please! You have life, so have I. You have privacy, so have I. You have CHOICE, so have I! If you don't respect my choice, my privacy and my life then don't be surprised if someone does the same.
I have learned that if you treat people badly, you will be treated badly too by anyone. Probably not the one whom you treat badly but someone unpredictable.
But sigh, what can I do? I have to survive these big storms for few more years. It is a long time for me, it's been only the 5th year I studied at this school and this fifth year is the first time they judged me about this one particular thing.
What I can do is only to accept the fact that these people who judged me are piece of s#!t from hell who just can't accept the choices I made. No, I don't want to cry another drops of tears because of this issues. Not anymore, they don't worth my tears. There are lots and lots of more important stuffs which are worth my tears. Tears aren't always sad you know, happiness causes tears too! But the tears they gave me are tears of extreme sadness. I don't want all these disaster to happen again. I don't want these nightmares again, I wanna wake up from these nightmares. Too tired. Way too tired.
ps. I'm not sorry for all my words to those who judged me because your words and action towards me is way more painful than these words I said :)
xoxo,
Pingih.
Selasa, 15 Januari 2013
Hell in hell.
It's just the second day I went to school after I was absent for a week and I'm sick of school already. You know people said that "School is the best time of your life." Pfft. I mean, they definitely don't know the school life of mine. You know what's the best term to define school? Hell. You know why? cos your brain is burned because of those difficult subjects taught by the killer teachers. -happens to me all the time-
And you know what's the worst part of my school life? To meet my boring annoying creepy classmates. You should've known why did I put "Hell in hell" as the title of this post because today I'm going to tell you about my class.
My class is best defined as hell in hell. The reason behind this? you see, school is hell to me. Class is the higher level of hell but somehow located in hell so I call my class hell in hell. Understood? no? good.
The second day of school has been really sucks. You know why? First of all, I've been absent for a week and I can't understand a single thing. I feel like my brain is going to explode and the teachers don't care. And I have to do an assignment.
Teacher: "Tell me your previous scores."
Me:"*whispered* wait what score?"
Friend:"We have remember 1-2 and think no. 3"
Me:"Miss, can I do it after this and I'll give you the score afterwards?"
Teacher:"Sure, and oh your score will be decreased by one."
Me:"WHAAAT? why??"
Teacher:"Cos you didn't do it on time"
Ugh there's nothing else I can say to her. If I said another word she'll be like "GET OUT OF MY CLASS!". I mean, I wouldn't want to be absent. But nevermind I can never change her mind cos she hates me as much as I hate her. sigh.
And you know what's the worst part of my school life? To meet my boring annoying creepy classmates. You should've known why did I put "Hell in hell" as the title of this post because today I'm going to tell you about my class.
My class is best defined as hell in hell. The reason behind this? you see, school is hell to me. Class is the higher level of hell but somehow located in hell so I call my class hell in hell. Understood? no? good.
The second day of school has been really sucks. You know why? First of all, I've been absent for a week and I can't understand a single thing. I feel like my brain is going to explode and the teachers don't care. And I have to do an assignment.
Teacher: "Tell me your previous scores."
Me:"*whispered* wait what score?"
Friend:"We have remember 1-2 and think no. 3"
Me:"Miss, can I do it after this and I'll give you the score afterwards?"
Teacher:"Sure, and oh your score will be decreased by one."
Me:"WHAAAT? why??"
Teacher:"Cos you didn't do it on time"
Ugh there's nothing else I can say to her. If I said another word she'll be like "GET OUT OF MY CLASS!". I mean, I wouldn't want to be absent. But nevermind I can never change her mind cos she hates me as much as I hate her. sigh.
-To be continued-
Minggu, 13 Januari 2013
HELLOO :3
HELLO :3 My brand new blog is here! It's nothing really it's just that I need a place to express my randomness and blogger is the perfect one I guess ehehehe
So heyy I'd like to tell you about meeehhh! I'm Pingih -thats my silly name- I live in this crazy world called 'earth' and study in this freaky place called 'school'. My life has been really good before alphabets introduce themselves to Math, thank you for asking. I'm 14 and I have this unhealthy obsession to this boyband called One Direction. You probably live in Mars if you don't know One Direction cos they're like the biggest boyband on earth and the first british boyband to hit #1 in America. Wanna know more about One Direction? nahh probably not telling you here cos it's gonna take ages to tell you about them. Speaking of One Direction, I heart this guy called Zayn Jawaad Malik who happens to be very handsome.I think I fancy him. Doesnt this sentence look familiar to you? oh yes it is if you're Narnian cos Susan used to say that in the beginning of Narnia 3! One thing you should keep in mind after reading this is that you should look up to One Direction on any search engine and look at how awesome and adorable they are! If you don't find any of the 1D lads unattractive, you're probably a lesbian loljk.
Well, the clock in my laptop shows 9:44pm and I'm still not sleepy at all. You know what the bad thing is? I have school tomorrow-.- I have to meet those annoying creepy friends all over again and those two-faced btches who just think they're perfect and judge me as always about one nonsense thing. I feel like suicide when I'm at school, especially when everyone is judging me and the teachers support them and I'm like why the fck am I even here. I wanna disappear in life when they do that. They just don't know how much it hurts. It hurts a lot with your words like knives and swords and the weapon that you used against me. After you knocked me down you didn't do anything instead of saying "are you mad at me?" "are you alright?" "did my words offended you?" Btch please, honey you don't have to be a two-faced btch if you don't like me say it to my face not to my ass! you're talking behind my back and acted like an angel in front of me. What even. I don't care if you commented on me anymore cos I am me and it's none of your fcking business.
Uhm, I'm sorry for the bad words and a bit rude opening of my blog but yeah ehehehehe.
see ya in the next post!
love,
Pingih
xoxo
So heyy I'd like to tell you about meeehhh! I'm Pingih -thats my silly name- I live in this crazy world called 'earth' and study in this freaky place called 'school'. My life has been really good before alphabets introduce themselves to Math, thank you for asking. I'm 14 and I have this unhealthy obsession to this boyband called One Direction. You probably live in Mars if you don't know One Direction cos they're like the biggest boyband on earth and the first british boyband to hit #1 in America. Wanna know more about One Direction? nahh probably not telling you here cos it's gonna take ages to tell you about them. Speaking of One Direction, I heart this guy called Zayn Jawaad Malik who happens to be very handsome.I think I fancy him. Doesnt this sentence look familiar to you? oh yes it is if you're Narnian cos Susan used to say that in the beginning of Narnia 3! One thing you should keep in mind after reading this is that you should look up to One Direction on any search engine and look at how awesome and adorable they are! If you don't find any of the 1D lads unattractive, you're probably a lesbian loljk.
Well, the clock in my laptop shows 9:44pm and I'm still not sleepy at all. You know what the bad thing is? I have school tomorrow-.- I have to meet those annoying creepy friends all over again and those two-faced btches who just think they're perfect and judge me as always about one nonsense thing. I feel like suicide when I'm at school, especially when everyone is judging me and the teachers support them and I'm like why the fck am I even here. I wanna disappear in life when they do that. They just don't know how much it hurts. It hurts a lot with your words like knives and swords and the weapon that you used against me. After you knocked me down you didn't do anything instead of saying "are you mad at me?" "are you alright?" "did my words offended you?" Btch please, honey you don't have to be a two-faced btch if you don't like me say it to my face not to my ass! you're talking behind my back and acted like an angel in front of me. What even. I don't care if you commented on me anymore cos I am me and it's none of your fcking business.
Uhm, I'm sorry for the bad words and a bit rude opening of my blog but yeah ehehehehe.
see ya in the next post!
love,
Pingih
xoxo
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