Accident.

I'm in an extremely bad mood so here is an embarrassing story that makes my mood even worst.
So last Monday, I was walking with my friend. It was raining and the floor is very slippery. We were joking and then "AAAAHHHHH KEPALA AKU SAKIT BANGET" cried a girl who fell and her head and hand hit the floor. Yep, that's me :) I think everyone heard me screaming and crying and damn how I wish I can disappear in that moment. My head still hurts until now. Really hurts. And afterschool, everyone at school asked me, "Pristina, did you just cry?" Dammit, I should never cry that hard ugh. Now the whole school knows I cried. It was so fucking embarrassing ugh. From now on I will be very careful walkingin the school. I dom't want things like that to happen again.
alright this is the only paragraph that popped up in my head, cant think of any more sentences so ciao! ;) xx

Sunday

If anyone asked how am I,  the answer would be: I am completely fine a.k.a sick, tired, mad, stressed. I always feel this way since my life has been completely upside-down lately.
2 days ago, there's an assembly at school and it's year 8's turn which is my class! The boys of "Ridiculously Acht" performed a drama and it was TOTALLY WELL PERFORMED! Everyone loves it! Everyone laughed! The boys have some serious cool sense of humor! Best assembly ever!
Btw, I made this edit of Cara Delevingne which I think is quite awesome for a newbie like me:
ps. Please credit me if you use or take it! #noplagiarism

I ain't weak.

I ain't weak. That's what I believe I am. But people call me weak, they bring me down. They said,
"Halah, masa gitu aja capek sih." they said after I did a long run.
"payah lo" they said after I said I can't be too tired or else I'll be sick.
Denger nya aja sakit loh :)
Aku gapernah minta sakit. Gamau ko sakit. Gamau lemah. Gamau juga dibilang manja, dibilang lemah. Mau protes? Ke siapa? Allah created me this way and I am happy with it. Deal with it.
"Every piece of me is imperfect which makes me a perfect human because no human is perfect" - Pristina.
This is probably the most emotional writing I will ever write cos tears are literally falling from my eyes like a waterfall.
To be really honest, I'm tired of crying, screaming, stressed out of what people think of me. The way they judge me, comment on me, hate on me, it just hurts okay. It really does. I feel like bullied indirectly.
How will you feel when there's too much pressure and you're just too stressed out and people call you names with your weakness? How? Can you just ignore them and let it go? Can you? If you can wow massive applause for you. You probably have an indestructible, unbreakable, hard steel-based heart if you can ignore them and let it go. Well, I can't. I'm not saying I have a soft-heart but I do get offended easily I can even call myself so sensitive.
I'm having quite hard times this year. I know I'm not the only one who have lots and lots of problems but I also know that I'm not the only one having hard times going through these problems. I never thought I would be like this. For your damn information to the people who are heartless and call me names, by just the way you call me names and offended me you make me even more sick. Even the doctor said so. So I suggest you to stfu if you can't say anything but bad things.
You really don't know anything about me, yet you judge me. I assume you're way too overrated. I don't like you. You make me wanna puke on your whole damn existence. Now it's too late for you to regret the things you said to me. It can only be forgiven, not forgotten. Think before you speak, think before you act.

Sick, again.

Heyyyaaaaa I'm in the IT lab and I was given a task to make the float CSS thingy. Turned out to be a horrible plain white result. The CSS effect doesn't show up. Ugh. I hate it when I fail. Even tho, my life is full of failure lol.
So here's the thing. I'm sick and I have to go to school cos of the Gym Rehearsal and SRC meeting thingy. I went to the sick bay and sleep for hours. The side effect of the medicine I just ate this morning is heavy sleepy. You know, I don't want to be sick. No one wants to be sick. So please don't say something about my illness to joke about because when I hear someone says I'm weak or stuff like that, it hurts. It really does hurt ok. Think before you speak. You don't know about me. I swear to god I don't wanna be sick. Be thankful if you're not sick, not calling someone a weak girl or smthng. If you ever call me weak then you surely are a heartless person. Heartless. May Allah bless you, tho.

Again? never!

HEYY!! I'm back from the anti-social-networks place called "School" which sounds more like "Jail full of judgemental people" to me. No actually I'm still at school...
This is my thirs week in the boarding. I don't think I'm going boarding again next month. I mean, come on man who on earth would want to stay in a hell like this? So creepy and yeuurgghh!
No no never ever again. I'm never ever going to boarding again. Like hell ew I would die if I go boarding again for one more time. I hate the school. Like litterally everyone in the school. That includes friends and teachers. But guess what? This is my LAST WEEK in the boarding! yeay!
Btw, yesterday Rizna's and my plan worked well! We gave zee a surprise for her 14th birthday! :)

So happy birthday zahra! :)

Talentless? I don't think so!

*adam lambert - whattaya want from me*
ok so I just went home from Darussalam. Oh yes sir I did lose the competition. I'm not very talented at art so I am not surprised. Wanna know what I'm good at?

1. making people upset
2. creating troubles
3. set everything on fire
4. mess things up
5. fangirling

 You see I'm not one of those girls who are so artistic they can even draw their faces. I can't even draw a stickman. My drawing looks like a cat drew it. Dafuq maybe it's not my thing.
But I do however, have a thing on Information Technology. I may not be as good as those nerdy guys who spend their lifetime on their computers, I have thing for discovering new stuff... on the computer. I do spent most of my spare time on the computer. Things I do on my computer? here they are!

1. refresh
2. mozilla firefox
3. plants vs. zombies, cooking academy, turtle oddisey ( i love these games too much)
4. social metwork (twitter, facebook, blogger, etc)
5. remixing songs (my newest hobby)
6.  making a tumblr theme/blog
7. other random things that helps me from boredom

I'll continue this post later cos massive headaches just attacked me kbye ily x

screwed.

So, I stayed in this creepy place called hell (read: school). I hate this school so much ok. Don't be surprised if one day I run away from this hell ok. And what made it worse, is today..
This s#!t starts  when it was Quranic Studies. I was patience  enough this week. This morning my teacher held a Question and Answer session. And so that I asked her without shouting (I shout quite a lot) but then btchs always get their turn. I waited for ages just to ask a question and then I stopped raising my hand to ask when the lesson ends and that's the time the teacher ask me what do i wanna ask. Apparently that's just too late. I left the class. Holy shit I hate today so much just after Zuhur Prayer.
*Canteen*
Me:"Alhamdulillah ya aku gak dapet afterschool detention semester ini."
Shoffa:"Aku baru dapet sekali :("
Me:"Semoga aja aku gak bakal dapet detention ya"
Shoffa:"iyaa."
We continue eating afterwards. Minutes later...
Speaker:"blablablabla pristina"
Wtf was that? probably something study related. but then I hear a scream..
Zahra:"PINGIHH!! KITA DAPET DETENTION"
Goddammit!
Why!
fufufufufufu why do everything went wrong today? What did I do? ffufufufu
Oh and I cried yes sir i did cry. It was too much pressure in a day for me.
After knowing the damn news that I got detention I have the damn science test.
It wasn't really a hard test ok I did well, at least i guess so.
Gotta go stick to the boarding schedule. cya and
Ciao! ;) xoxo